I am not doing great today. Emmy decided to stay awake for quite some time last night so I got very little good sleep (thank God she's staying at Marmie and Grandpa's tonight) and on top of that, I think I'm getting a sinus infection. My throat is killing me, my head hurts. . . anyhow. . .
My question today is: when do new mommies get over the feeling that you don't have a clue what you're doing? Does it ever happen? Because at this point, I feel like I could fly a space shuttle with more confidence than I have in takng care of my daughter.
I worry that I'm holding her too much but what if I'm not holding her enough?
I worry that I'm letting her get too stressed out or upset when I can't figure out what it is that she needs. But then I also know that it's okay or her to cry some. I mean, babies cry, right?
I think I will feel much better after aving a bath and something to eat today and a good night's sleep tonight. Hopefully tomorrow will look much differently.
Thanks for listening to me whine and complain. lol.
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2 comments:
9:31 AM, December 29, 2007
sometimes I don't think I'll ever get it right because with each day there are new challenges. Just when you think you've mastered one a new and different one pops up.
Sleep will make you feel better. Once she sleeps all the way through the night and you get your sleep you'll feel much better.
She's a sweetheart! I've been enjoying the pictures!
10:21 PM, December 29, 2007
Um no sorry sugar........these are the easy days. Wait till they are 14 and 12 and you can't decide whether to kill them or kick their asses. *sigh*
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