I have the flu. Which, in and of itself, sucks. But add to that the fact that since I now have the flu and a two month old daughter, I have to be more careful than usual. So yesterday, my mother in law had Emmy, then she spent the night with my mother last night. Today, my grandparents kept her and tonight she's spending the night with my mother and father in law. So I haven't seen my daughter since 7:30 yesterday morning and won't be seeing her again until 6:30 tomorrow night. This is killing me. I know that it's just what I have to do because I'm a mommy now and this is what's best for Emmy but it's not very good for Mommy. It's not like I could have taken care of her last night anyhow. I could barely move. I slept from about 9:20 yesterday morning until 7:45 this morning with just a few exceptions for drinks and potty breaks. But I feel a lot better now so she WILL be back with mommy tomorrow night.
I've been goofing off online today and a picture of Emmy is my windows background and everytime I saw her little face I got sad. Tomorrow night can not come soon enough for me.
moved.
13 years ago
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